Friday...

Ok so... I am finally having the chance to update for the first time in what seems like forever.

Friday: My day started at 6:30, I was hoping to sleep a lot later but had issues staying asleep probably due to nerves. After just laying in the quietness of my room, thinking about things, I got up at 9:00ish. After taking my shower and rushing to get ready, my grandma came and picked me up to go on shopping trip #2 for the special ed Christmas party. We had 25 more kids to shop for which ended up being 3 hours spent in Walmart. Keep in mind that it was 12:15 when I got in the truck to come home and I had to leave my house at 1:00 to head to work. I was rushed once I got home to eat lunch, get dressed, put makeup on, etc. Fortunately, I still got there a little early... I was a little stressed, but good! As usual on tournament weekends, I'm normally more stressed than the kids. I think the reason why I get so nervous is because I want them to perform to the best of their ability and not be disappointed in their events. I also want them to go in there prepared, which sometimes I'm not too sure if they are. I know most of that is stuff that I can't control, but it still makes me nervous. By the end of the night, my heart torn. I was so excited for my team after they posted breaks to semis but I was pissed beyond belief because of a conversation that I had with someone. I was so so so so so so so mad. It was hard to bite my tongue and not say anything to anyone about it. Ummm by the time I got home I had to find someone to vent to. Thank God for my amazing friends that let me vent no matter what time it is or how little sense what I'm saying makes. Eventually, after calming down, I was able to sleep and thankfully slept really well just to wake up and do it again in the morning.