What a freaking week...

This has been such an emotional and stressful week for me.

Now that it's spring break, I have a little breathing room and hopefully I'll be able to take the time to think things through, pick up the pieces, and begin to rebuild my life.

This week was so flippin crazy, probably one of the most emotional holy week's of my life. Monday, I most likely failed a biochem test. Tuesday, I had my meeting at school that brought back a lot of bad memories. Memories of the email, speech memories, reminders that I could no longer be there for my speechies, reminders of feelings that I was finally starting to get over. It brought back the tears and stresses of what was no longer. Right after the meeting I had a super amazing hug from a great friend that I really really needed. Then I met a friend for coffee and was able to vent and get things off my chest that she understood. By the end of the afternoon we were laughing about random things like ususal. I am so thankful that we were able to talk because she knows exactly what I've been through. So after we met and talked, I came home to finish my unit plan and my field report that were due Wednesday. I ended up going to bed at like 1 with just having finished the unit plan and barely starting my field report. Wednesday I went to biochem and then skipped my assessment class to finish my projects... which I barely finished (I had about an hour to spare). Last night in class, I started working on my lesson plan that was due in my night class tonight. I ended up falling asleep typing it and then woke up this morning and worked on it some more. I met with my partener a few hours before class started and we finished it with 20 minutes to spare.

Onto the better parts... last night a friend and I were talking and she said: "You have a beautiful and happy soul. You’re a wonderful and caring and genuine individual and you’re very rare to this world. People treat you that way because they just don’t know what a truly amazing person you are." That hit me really hard, I actually have friends who want what's best for me. They value me and my friendship and my personality. They truely have my best intentions at heart and for that it's been a long time!