So yesterday... I had to be at work for a practice day at 10. At first it was only going to be a few kids going but more showed up, which is a good thing at least they want to practice. So anyway... I woke up a little late and had to rush to get ready and get there on time. I ran around like a crazy person from the second I got there until I left at 3:30ish. Although, I had my times were I was super fustrated because of things I won't get into because I don't want to get myself worked up again... it was a great day. It reminded me of why I want to do this for the rest of my life. I love what I do so so so so so much and I had lost that love of it for awhile. It means the world to me and is so much of who I am. We laughed, a lot yesterday... it was awesome. I don't even remember why we were laughing most of the time but it was funny! When I got home last night, my back and stomach hurt from laughing so much! I totally love those kids! I missed being able to coach and still have fun and cut up while doing it! Then last night/super early this morning... I was having a conversation with a friend which led to me coming to terms with a lot and having a renewed outlook on work. I know that things are different (I'm still having trouble accepting that at times) but that doesn't mean that I can't still put my all into what I do. I've been working on doing things they way they used to be, because that's what I'm used to... but tomorrow afternoon when I go in, it will be all about helping the kids to succeed. Even though things aren't the way I wish they would be, that doesn't mean that I can't help them to have the same experience that I had when I competed. I can still teach them while working with them one on one. I can still encourage them to be the best they can be and such. Those are things I should have been doing from the begining, but there's no way to change what's happened... I've learned a lot that I wouldn't have otherwise (and am still learning) and its made me grow into who I've become.
Today wasn't a good day... I was pissy all day. It started off with a jawache this morning that led to a migraine. When I don't feel good, I'm in a horrible mood! So anyway, because I couldn't get stuff done for work (my head hurt so bad that I couldn't even focus at a piece of paper)... I went shopping! We went to Dillards for shoes, but I didn't find anything... :(! I'll probably just order some off the internet. So while I was there I decided to look for a dress, I am in desperate need for one for Kirks wedding next month and my brother's confirmation (since I'm his sponsor). Anyway... I wasn't really sure what I wanted so I tried on like 50 dresses! It was fun, even though I didn't find anything I liked enough to buy. I may go dress shopping again later this week, we'll see. So anyway... after that we went get groceries and yea I got V8 juice spilt all over my jeans and shoes. Ick! Speaking of my jeans... I never put them in the dryer, CRAP! Anyway, my migraine just went away, thank goodness! I guess that means I'll have to sleep with my retainer tonight, ick! But I'm exhausted, I went to bed at 2:30 and woke up at 8:30... not enough sleep for me at all! I'm off to bed, I have to work tomorrow afternoon and then I need to start studying for my certification exam on Saturday! Until next time love.
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